Yesterday's weigh in put me down .2, again for the bazillionth time. I feel like I am destined to be stuck where I am and that perhaps I should get a doc to sign off on my current weight so I can be done paying WW.
I said that same thing to my WW Leader yesterday and she asked "What can you do differently?". I am sure that there a multiple things I could do differently. The codicile to that is "Do you want to?". I didn't say that to her, but I did indicate that I am not miserable about the lack of discernable loss. I think I am at "Maintenance in Training" mode. Problem with that is I have 18 more pounds I would really like to lose! And its not happening!
And then there is Jack. Who manages to put things in such a remarkable perspective. I am more than the number on that scale. I look good, I feel good. I have a new attitude that exudes confidence. I see where I was and I know where I am and I will never go back, even if I never take another step forward on this journey. I am not quitting, per se, I am just quitting beating myself up over it!
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